After all, he has God on his side...always....no matter what, and who can stand against that ? You had better believe it or you will justly bring down fire, severe wrath and afflictions upon your miserable heads. You see, Joe has an extreme narcissistic personality, and if he can't get his way he becomes a very hostile and vengeful beast who will stop at nothing to see to it you are punished, one way or another. Now if that doesn't seem to be working he will alternately or at the same time use the poor, slandered Martyr Joseph approach in order to gain sympathy, as seen here in his blog, "The Signora", or The Siesta as I like to call it. Notice these two comments at the posts end, which I have moved up here. Something seems fishy about them, notice the times. Some guy just happens to be up at 4:25 am and just happens runs across this ? Then JS just happens to be up at that time and posts his comment at 4:37 am ? Rather suspicious but works out wonderfully for The Great One to add one more bid for sympathy and another poke at us refugee's...
There, there, Joe. See, I called you Joe, feel better now. I don't hate your guts but I do I hate your bullshit, and, I do think you're a deacon, a fake deacon in a vagante group which calls itself true Orthodox. I mean sorry, but this is the best I can muster to say about you Mr. Suaiden, ah, Swaydyn, I mean Joe.
Who you asking, your Met. John ? I believe you had written he already gave you the go ahead to attack us. He hates being exposed too. So you and your buddy Prophet-reader Nathan aka the third person called JTO marched ahead for your synod, your metropolitan, and most of all for the defense of your own wounded honors.
Historically, your many past actions prove you love and live for confrontation in the form of blog wars, forum postings and emailings. Unfortunately for you, this time, once I get done presenting all the facts I know about you, you'll be the one having been exposed as a lying, self serving, phoney. Haven't you heard? People who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones.
. "I’m getting older, and the truth is, my health is not the best. Even I’m wondering if this is a good idea. Before 2010, I was actually pretty happy posting on NFTU. I didn’t do it with an agenda. I did it with a desire to report on True Orthodoxy all over the world. I was happy."
Yea, I feel ya bro, I'm getting old too and my health is not the best either. I'll tell you, it's really not a good idea for either of us. But, I kind of feel it's my duty now to tell everyone about how big a jerk you are, if they're too naive to see. Your happy as long as your peeing and everyone getting wet believe it's just raining on them. Your true motives are to dissimulate, divide, and confuse people into accepting who you want them to believe you are, accept your jurisdictional ecumenism, and accept the status of your vagante, pretend church group as being canonical . Please, enough of these nonsensical bids for status and sympathy.
"After the cranks attacked, almost from inside, however, something inside me changed as a writer/blogger."
I believe he's been suffering from some form of lycanthrope since birth...
"Every post suddenly became a chore. Every request to put up a news story became a million questions in my head, why, should I, who am I helping, who am I harming, do I even want to bother. The cranks thought that they were attacking me for their own sick reasons for years now. Even now it’s like I’m on trial for them (“Can we all see now that Joseph Suaiden is not our friend?“) and that’s the grand joke of it."
Si, Jose is no me amigo. But if I saw him broke down by the side of the road I'd probably stop and give him a ride to the nearest bus stop.
"By then, I didn’t care.
These sick people finally broke me in 2010 and didn’t realize it. I’d survived HOCNA, Gregory of Colorado’s cult, death threats from the Luriyites, getting thrown out of ROAC for, basically, nothing, getting trashed repeatedly by a whole bunch of people in my Synod for existing (thank God, they left to the ROCOR-MP), but at least I still had NFTU. "
Yea, you have been around the block several times. BTW, you forgot to mention using those fake names and harassing that nun on the phone and online back in 1999 which led to her getting the Canadian police involved for your cyber stalking activities. Of course you repented after being threatened with jail time. I have devoted a entire post to this subject BTW
I doubt seriously you received any death threats, more than likely you made some.
As far as being thrown out of ROAC for basically nothing, well, might it have been because they learned that you left your first wife and four children to marry you present wife with three children who had left her first husband to be with you ? Possibly. I have devoted an entire post to this subject also
"And then these people came from the newly formed Agafangelites wanting to be helpful with everything. And then they turned around and slandered us."
No, actually it was you and Xenia who came asking my help. She sent me an email asking me to join your NFTU team. Of course that was before I had you figured out.
It was Xenia, the 'web designer" who got "friendly" with Joanna Higginbotham and tried fooling her into letting Xenia become an administrator of her Rocor Refugee's blog under the pretense of helping her "fix things". She also made the "suggestion" that Joanna move all her blogs into the one. Now wouldn't that have been just wonderful, kind of like inviting a snake to bed. Fortunately Joanna had the sense to figure out Xenia was up to something not good and refused any more of her "help."
"I gave up. I hated NFTU for four years. I repeatedly tried to quit, with others, most importantly my wife, asking me to keep it alive. It was then that I went back to something no one could take away from me. It was soccer, and it was the spirit of my father, whose death was still fresh in my mind. The most they could do was call it a stupid hobby, or ridiculously tie it to ecumenism– and I didn’t care, since they slandered me as an ecumenist anyway! And well, my friends know the rest of my story."
"The spirit of your father" You mean your father's Muslim spirit ?
"Soccer", you mean your soccer analyst and beer tasting hobby ?
"I’m still recovering from that parting shot, and other events in life that messed me up. It’s taken me a couple of years. But I’ve gotten better."
I knew you could do it. But please, continue going to those AA meeting and stay away from the Soccer and beer parties
"And the cranks were irrelevant to me again…. until they attacked my Bishop for doing the right thing and attacking heresy."
My opinion is he made an outrageous claim he can't back up. Others also feel this way too it seems. His trying to use St Philaret's name with some made up story just to give himself credibility. As I have written, if his story can be positively proven from a source that is above reproach, then I will gladly apologize and ask his and your forgiveness.
"Until they attacked someone venerated as a saint (Elder Theodore) by many people — because of false accusations thought up by the Evlogians (that would be Metropolitan Evlogy, not Evloghios)."
This man is in no way a saint, nor was he an elder, although Joe's synod is trying to portray him as such. I suspect because they want to canonize a saint in their synod to make themselves look more legit. I have addressed this subject in a separate post called, REGURGITATED MILAN SYNOD GAVE ASYLUM TO FALSE ELDER FROM AN ASYLUM
Another plea for sympathy using fake humbleness, piety, and loyalty IMHO. Narcissists love to fall back on this tactic.
"I’m still ambivalent about NFTU. I don’t know if I will, 10 years after its founding, ever get that joy back I lost. Probably not. But I believe there are True Orthodox Christians still willing to tell the truth as honestly as possible. Maybe I won’t see them in my lifetime. But I hope to leave them an example of the right way to report– honestly, without partisanship."
Pretty good Joe, you should try getting a job as a speech writer for Obama. Makes me want to vomit.
"And to do that, I will need to challenge the very people who psychologically broke me four years ago. Let this be my testament then. If I repose beforehand…. let this be my explanation as to why."
I will say a prayer for Joseph Mahomond Swaydyn soul should he repose before being victorious
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